On your own always.

You ever been in that situation when your friends will tell you ‘I’m always here if you need me?’ You thank them and tell you them ‘thank you so much I will’ Truth be told you won’t, you’ll sit there and deal with it on your own because you don’t want to be a burden […]

A constant battle with my entire body.

I honestly don’t know where to start with this one. For the last couple of days it’s been extremely difficult to say the least. When my son goes to his fathers at the weekends then I don’t really have anyone, I go from Madness to complete silence and it’s a funny one. Friends are working […]

Weight and worries. 

Weight. Just a quick little rant because for the last few days I have been down about my weight. Only because all over instagram it’s all about weight loss, eating clean or going to the gym. This morning I thought to myself I need to loose weight because I want to look like all the […]

The dreaded date.

So this date was the day I got married, it would be two years tomorrow, mad how time flies. The date I didn’t want to relive last year. I just wanted to sleep the whole day away. this year I’m not bothered. I’m happy. I was heavily pregnant with oliver, sat in the car outside […]

Loneliness.

I suppose everyone gets lonely from time to time just effects people in different ways. It all started when I gave birth to oliver everyone was keen to come and see him as a baby but then everyone gets bored of it, then you find yourself alone obviously I had Jordan but he was gone […]

Positivity in hard times

When I started to write this blog I didn’t want people to start feeling sorry for me. I wanted to open people’s eyes for them to realise that no matter what your going through, that you’re not the only one, everyone is struggling with different situations in life like separation, death, illnesses, cheating and all […]

The darkest time of my life.

Guess who can’t sleep? (By the way I wrote this at 3 in the morning haha) Yes you guessed it me! Part of my illness but I’ll write a blog purely based on my illnesses soon. This is hard for me to write about, Im not really sure how to write it. Most of this […]

Where it all went wrong…

My first ever blog post! How scary is this!! So this is the year everything started to go rapidly down hill. It was the end of October 2014 at the time I worked in USC clothing as the assistant manager. It was just a regular day and I felt a bit funny decided to do […]